Cycle #9 ~ 10 DPO





Chart still looks good!  Before I went to sleep, I checked my temp cuz I was feeling really warm internally.  Not like a sweaty hot feeling but just inside - it’s hard to describe.  Anyway I checked and my thermometer made a fast beeping noise which I’ve never noticed it doing before but apparently it does it when your temp is higher than what it should be.  Mine was 99.57.  Then I slept for a few hours and my waking temp was still high but more normal at 98.85.





So the Wondfo this morning.....I see something there but it’s not super clear, and it’s almost like there are multiple lines.  Very weird.  I’m sure it’s nothing but it’s interesting.  I am down to one Wondfo left.  My new Wondfo’s and my FRER’s will be arriving today though.





This is long after it’s dried.  The funny thing is, when I look at the test with my naked eye I can’t see it at all.  Just looks like any other negative.  And I know this is probably just a dye run or the line I always seem to pick up, but this one feels a little more....obvious maybe??  I dunno.  I’m sure it’s nothing.  I’m gonna try to go back to sleep soon and I’ll take my last Wondfo when I wake up and see if the line comes up again or not.  I feel absolutely fine other than being really hot (now it’s to the point of sweating).  No nausea, no cramps or spotting, nothing at all. 😐

Afternoon tests....



Very clearly negative. :(  No spotting, cramping or other symptoms except fatigue.  I’m sleeping a lot off and on.  I did dream that I had dark brown spotting mixed with pink.  Pretty certain I’m out.  Just waiting on the witch to arrive.

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