Cycle #9 ~ CD 4



Having another pretty good day.  Yesterday AF wasn't too bad until last night as I was trying to go to bed.  Then I went to the toilet like 4 times within 30 minutes because of the Niagara Falls going on in my body.

I was falling asleep early at like 10pm while on my phone doing some work.  Finally went to sleep around 10:30pm I think, and slept really well until 3am when DH's alarm went off.  Got back to sleep until 6am when the phone rang plus I had a nightmare about DH cheating on me, back to sleep until 7:30am when I woke up from another nightmare about doing my taxes.  Still felt really tired but I got up anyway.  

So far today has been ok.  I've got a list of cleaning things to do - it helps keep me busy during the day so I'm not as tempted to nap.  I'm gonna get started on that list around noon maybe, unless I get bored of watching tv before then lol.  

Tonight I want to go to Big Lots to get some Halloween decorations but I need to see what I had here first.  Then possibly PetSmart if I feel up to it, so DD can get a new Gerbil for her current Gerbil to have a friend.  And I think we will get Subway for dinner for the second night in a row because it was soooo good last night!

I'll probably do the Halloween decorating tomorrow when the girls get out of school.  I might start working on cleaning the rest of the house tomorrow too.  It's a daunting task but it must be done.

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