Cycle #6 ~ 7 dpo

 

My temp went back up a bit...

 

I took a Wondfo with FMU and it was negative of course, though not stark white.  There's a super faint shadowy ghost line which I get quite often on these when I'm not pregnant so I know it's meaningless.

 

Felt a bit crampy this morning but it felt digestive, and about 10 mins later yep....it was lol.  Took a long nap.  Woke up still feeling tired.  Felt a lot of weird pinching in my uterus, almost like electric zapping, kinda running down to my lady parts.  It's hard to describe.

Today is Friday.  It's just after 8pm and I'm still waiting on DH to get home.  He works such long hours.  ☹️ I'm going to try and just relax and enjoy my night, watch a couple movies maybe, eat pizza, and probably some Twinkies or other junk food.  Cuz IF I were to get a bfp, I am going to have to be vigilant about my diet.  I tried to with Jackson but I admit I could have done way better.  And I know what happened had nothing to do with my diet but try experiencing what I have and NOT blaming yourself or questioning everything you did.  Did I sit the wrong way?  Did I lay on my right side too much?  Did I eat too much sugar causing him to be hyperactive and that's why the cord wrapped around him twice and got a knot?  Did I drink too much caffeine?  Did I turn the wrong way in bed and squish him?  Yeah.....those are things I think about now that I didn't before - no more than a passing thought that I would brush off.  Now I can't do that, but that's ok.  I'll be doing everything I possibly can to make sure that should this happen again, that I will know for sure I didn't somehow cause it.

Anyway, I'll update this later tonight if I experience anymore symptoms.  Otherwise I will just blog tomorrow.  I'll be 8dpo.  I'm planning to take a Wondfo and a FRER.  I have six FRER so 8-13 dpo.  One per day.  Unless I get a bfp and then all rules go out the window and I'll be testing like a lunatic.  😬

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