Cycle #5 ~ 7 dpo

 

Slept from around 2am to 7am.  My temp didn't go back up.  It rose slightly but is still below the coverline.  This is a crappy cycle.  

 

My FMU test with Wondfo was negative.  The last pic I took has a hint of a line, and it's fat which is unusual - my lines on these are usually thin.  Since it was at the 10 min point I'm sure it's just an evap forming or something, since it wasn't on any of the other pics.

 

And the inverse...

 

I feel a bit nauseated this morning, like I did late last night.  Just kinda a queasy feeling.  However I'm super hungry and specifically wanting Subway.  I even texted DH to see if he would be able to leave work and bring me some Subway this morning.  He hasn't replied but he's probably too busy anyway.  I also am having some lower right back pain similar to the kind I get with AF.  Just overall not a good start to my day and I still feel tired so I think I'm gonna go back to sleep - or try to at least.

This is pretty accurate for me today....

 

7 dpo - Temp didn't go back up. :( Also FMU Wondfo is bfn.  Maybe a hint of a line but it was at 10 mins and it's the only pic I took that shows anything.  Feeling a little nauseated this morning but also really hungry and specifically wanting Subway.  I think I might try to go back to sleep though, I'm still tired.  Oh and my right lower back hurts, feels like it does when AF is here.  :/  Took a nap in the morning and then another one in evening.  Woke up with another crazy dream:  "She said this can't be true cuz someone missing is you"


I was in my grandparents kitchen and my uncle and aunt dell and Laura were there and someone had cooked a huuuuge meal.  I know there was burgers and sweet potato casserole and I can't remember what else but it was a huge spread.  And I remember putting ice in my glass and Dr Pepper. And that song lyric above (unknown) was in my head playing.


Felt sick before nap.  Woke up very hungry.  Really start thinking I'm pregnant despite the negative tests.

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