Cycle #5 ~ 6 dpo Spotting? Test? Weirdness

 

Well this has been a crazy day and it's only half over!  So I woke up after sleeping for about 6 hours and my temp had dropped big time....

 

I decided to take a Wondfo with FMU just because, and it was negative as to be expected.  A couple hours later I decided to take another with SMU since I was planning to order more today anyway, and I got a super faint *maybe* line.  I get these all the time so it's not that unusual really but it's the kind of thing that makes me go hmmmm.

When I wiped (and this is tmi sorry) I had one tiny speck (literally pinhead size) of blood along with some ewcm mixed in.  Now that was really odd.  So all these things....The maybe line, the temp nosedive and the speck of blood made me think okay maybe this could be implantation or the start of it.  I even checked my cervix which I normally avoid during the 2ww so I don't disturb things up in there lol, and it was so high I couldn't reach it and there was no more blood at all as far as I could reach - just creamy cm mixed with a little ewcm.

Here's the two tests...FMU on top, SMU on bottom...

 
 

Ok so I ended up taking a nap a while later for like 45 mins and woke up twice during that time to drink water cuz I've been really thirsty these past few days.  Anyway, when I woke up the final time I had woken up from a super weird vivid dream (again!?!?!).  I typed it out to my husband in text so I'm just showing that below...

 

So weird right?  I also had a song stuck in my head when I woke up and I can't remember hearing it anytime today or recently so I don't know why.  I don't recall hearing it in my dream either.  Anyway it was this song by Simple Minds from the 80's "Don't you forget about me"...some of the lyrics below...

 
 
So then my girls get home from school and they bring in the mail, and I have a citation - well DH does - for running a red light a few weeks ago.  He outright ran it.  It wasn't like he was trying to hurry through a yellow that turned red on him midway. Nope.  It was red for 13 seconds before he got to it.  Scary!  And now we owe a $50 fine to the city. 😭

 

So it's been a helluva day.  And now I want gumbo for dinner but DH may have to work late so I probably won't get it.  It's his specialty and I wouldn't dare try to cook it (nor should I according to my dream!).  I'm still crazy thirsty and drinking lots of water.  Either I'm pregnant or I'm trippin' and losing my damn mind.  Either is a possibility at this point!

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