CD 21 ~ 5 dpo and looking good!

Good Morning!

My chart this morning....

 

Happy to see it's still way above the CL!  And the overlay......


 Current cycle is in green.  March cycle is purple and February cycle is blue.  My temp previously dipped on 5 dpo but mine didn't.  It actually went up!  I'm hoping that's a good sign!

So far this morning I have been really sleepy - I keep falling asleep sitting up.  Doing my "sleep googling" again.  So far no cramps.  Just weird twinges I'll feel in my uterus, and an occasional sharp jab.  I've never experienced this except when I was pregnant with Jackson and that was 2 days before I got my bfp.  Not sure of the dpo because I wasn't temping.  But based on when we BD'd, I would have been between 6- 8 dpo.  I went with 8dpo as the day of my bfp because of the dating ultrasound but I really think that's off cuz that would have meant the BD'g was four days before O.  Not unheard of, but unlikely.

I had ewcm on 4 dpo and today (5 dpo) I had watery CM.  Not sure what that's about.  I usually have dry or creamy lotion-like CM up until a day or two before AF when I get ewcm mixed with spotting.

So because I'm kind of obsessed I took another test this morning because I was looking at my chart and wondering if it's possible that I O'd on CD 12.  It was negative of course, but I will share anyway.  I'm probably going to take one daily lol.

 

I like these ClinicalGuard HPT's.  I haven't seen any fake-out lines yet.  Maybe VERY faint shadows but they aren't pink and when you zoom in you can see it's only the strip where dye would collect if there was any hcg in my system.

Update 11:45 PM ~ So earlier I had some sharp jabs around my pubic bone.  Then some twinges, light AF cramps.  I took a nap for about 2 hours.  I'm about to go to bed again cuz I'm just soooo tired.  Exhausted even.  I have a very strong feeling that this is THE month and that today was at least the start of implantation.  I suspect it will continue tomorrow and the next day, and MAYBE I'll get s bfp on 8dpo.  Man that would be super early.  But what else am I to make of this?  I never get cramping this far in advance if AF.

Also had a really weird dream during my nap.  Plus the weird mini dreams I have had since last night whenever I would nod off.  Just really unusual for me.

Also just now before bed my pill container got messed up and I got soooooooo irritable.  Just like PMS.  Wtf. I feel like a crazy person.  Then had several very sharp jabs on left like ovary area.  Scared of the possibility of ectopic.  😩

Symptoms ~ 5 dpo Optimism Level 4  😊
  • Backache 
  • Bloated
  • Cramps (just like AF)
  • Decreased appetite
  • Dizziness
  • Felt a weird fluid trickle
  • Gassy (out both ends plus hiccups)
  • Sore boobs, somewhat heavy
  • Frequent urination (excessive thirst too)
  • Emotional
  • Extremely irritable (raving mad!)
  • Fatigued
  • Sneezing, itchy/runny nose like allergies
  • Yeast Infection (final treatment last night)
  • Watery CM; CP so high I couldn't reach it
  • Later in day CM sticky, cervix med/med
  • Twinges and sharp jabs in uterus and right ovary
  • Heightened sense of smell
  • Vivid dreams (and downright weird!)
  • Overall feeling that I'm pregnant!

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